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Charlotte Pendragon's avatar

“ So when it arises, I try to box it up, or change it, or fix it. And there is a fragrance that arises. A false fragrance. That whispers to me that if I am angry, or upset people, or do anything that feels like I have been taught or told is “messing up”, I don’t matter.

The remedy is to fix myself. Or to please other people.

“This is how you matter, Terra.”

That is what I have been taught.

But it isn’t true.”

In the past I've fallen for that as well and allowed myself to be defined by other people. Pray and meditation to me is important and I find my true self in those moments connecting with God. In college I lived at the beach, and I'd sit alone on it taking in the breathe of the waves and scent of the ocean and I could feel it fed my soul. I did this most days and I knew who I was inside. I don't live near the ocean do, I reinvent that experience at home listening to sounds of nature and feeling it around me and it always grounds me. Thank you for your inspiration Terra, I hadn't thought about my meditation on the beach in years. Your article reignited that spiritual fire. ❤️‍🔥🤗♥️

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Jamie Millard's avatar

We matter. Bless you 🙏❤️

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