Terra, I just love you so much. Your beautiful heart, your sensitivity, your boldness and bravery and sense of adventure. Your stories are drawing me more and more to where you are....I too want a beautiful home to live, with wood floors and high ceilings, overlooking the ocean, with pyramids and cathedrals just a road trip away. Thank you for sharing your insides and insights so freely with us again...and thank you for the fuel for my dreams of what's to come! XOX
It is lovely to feel the sensation and energy of what you want. The frequency you wish to embody and then closing your eyes for a moment and allowing it to resonate in your cells. If what I write is a gateway to that then use it! I am doing a similar practice myself. The feeling is what is key. Because no matter how things look or seem, as I know you know, there are and will be challenges. So I feel the current edge, for me, is to hold a new state and vibration and embody something new so things don’t hook me so easily. So old reactions become just that…old reactions. I feel them. Often suddenly I am them and then I say oops…no no no. And I let things be. And people be. And I allow them their journey (dang can that be a hard one at times and I do not always succeed). I watched a you tube video just now I found helpful. Not sure if I can copy paste a link and I will try. I am sweating next to my friend’s washing machine, sitting on her swing, typing from my cell phone as I wait for the washer to finish so I can put my sheets in the dryer. And I am peaceful and happy. It is especially about me. The circumstances dance around that and create my reality which means sweating on a swing, needing a drink…can be lovely. Or I can be in my head and let it tell me all the reasons to be busy, inadequate, uncertain and unhappy. I am glad I waited to respond. A lot came. And whatever resonates is what I wish for you to take in your hands and whatever doesn’t is perfect. Because in that discernment you are trusting yourself and that is so key. https://youtu.be/7Z4evfNYCjA?si=YEn1hYbrLAfF-PBv
"It is lovely to feel the sensation and energy of what you want."
Indeed!! It's heavenly!
I find feeling appreciation for what I have is the quickest path to get me buzzing and resonating. It's so fun to dream and imagine, to leap off the edge...I have compete faith that my next best thing is coming...because it always does. Here's to living adventurous lives, my beautiful friend. xo
I really enjoyed this. Keep it up with the egg thing :) and with the long form posts. You’re a talented writer! The way you convey the emotional journey of your experiences is incredibly compelling to read, and your openness about ongoing personal growth is inspiring
Thank you Anomalous. Ahhh....to be fully the egg, with the frequencies I choose to feel and embody flowing through me, and own it, is an inspiring thought and aspiration for me. Yes, Alex has been helpful. And lots of interesting things continue to happen here in El Salvador. I often feel I am living in a movie in the strangest way. And all is well...it is a journey--
Thanks so much for sharing your journey! I always felt like parts of all those Winnie the Pooh characters were inside of me. Christopher Robin too lol. What we seek is seeking us. Great news on that place on the sea. The Keltner book on Awe in the photo says it all. It’s Energy. It flows. In the surrender of all of those blocks the light finds its way in and it finds its way out too. I resonate with your adventuring spirit. Thanks for being you. A soul journey indeed. 🙏❤️
Yes. It is funny as @AlexDobrenko wrote about that (Winnie the Pooh characters) on Substack today in an article called: i want to be good but i am bad - help? . Looks like I can't tag it in a comment. But it was shocking to be reading about Winnie the Pooh characters the same day I had brought in a smidge of that theme. And Alex spoke of what you say...all of them being parts inside oneself. I found the synchronicity of the Pooh theme lovely (which also reminds me of my current toilet issues...but I digress). I haven't read that book but the cover struck me. Another "impossible" thing was happening...another possibility to get even more than I imagined...and then that book on the table. The message was not lost on me. We are all on such soul journey's aren't we? Some days, like today, it is a bit tiring. And I do like the adventure and exploration of it all, regardless.
Terra, I just love you so much. Your beautiful heart, your sensitivity, your boldness and bravery and sense of adventure. Your stories are drawing me more and more to where you are....I too want a beautiful home to live, with wood floors and high ceilings, overlooking the ocean, with pyramids and cathedrals just a road trip away. Thank you for sharing your insides and insights so freely with us again...and thank you for the fuel for my dreams of what's to come! XOX
It is lovely to feel the sensation and energy of what you want. The frequency you wish to embody and then closing your eyes for a moment and allowing it to resonate in your cells. If what I write is a gateway to that then use it! I am doing a similar practice myself. The feeling is what is key. Because no matter how things look or seem, as I know you know, there are and will be challenges. So I feel the current edge, for me, is to hold a new state and vibration and embody something new so things don’t hook me so easily. So old reactions become just that…old reactions. I feel them. Often suddenly I am them and then I say oops…no no no. And I let things be. And people be. And I allow them their journey (dang can that be a hard one at times and I do not always succeed). I watched a you tube video just now I found helpful. Not sure if I can copy paste a link and I will try. I am sweating next to my friend’s washing machine, sitting on her swing, typing from my cell phone as I wait for the washer to finish so I can put my sheets in the dryer. And I am peaceful and happy. It is especially about me. The circumstances dance around that and create my reality which means sweating on a swing, needing a drink…can be lovely. Or I can be in my head and let it tell me all the reasons to be busy, inadequate, uncertain and unhappy. I am glad I waited to respond. A lot came. And whatever resonates is what I wish for you to take in your hands and whatever doesn’t is perfect. Because in that discernment you are trusting yourself and that is so key. https://youtu.be/7Z4evfNYCjA?si=YEn1hYbrLAfF-PBv
"It is lovely to feel the sensation and energy of what you want."
Indeed!! It's heavenly!
I find feeling appreciation for what I have is the quickest path to get me buzzing and resonating. It's so fun to dream and imagine, to leap off the edge...I have compete faith that my next best thing is coming...because it always does. Here's to living adventurous lives, my beautiful friend. xo
I love the image of you buzzing and resonating—it vibes with your music and art! Yea, cheers to adventure!!!
I really enjoyed this. Keep it up with the egg thing :) and with the long form posts. You’re a talented writer! The way you convey the emotional journey of your experiences is incredibly compelling to read, and your openness about ongoing personal growth is inspiring
Thank you Jethro. Thank you so much. For your words and the energetic gift they, and you dear Tigger friend, gift me. See you in Berlin!!!!
Epic, fantastic post! Thank you for sharing—had me hooked the whole time.
Wow. Thanks Matt. That means a lot to me.
I too am more like Tigger. I bounce right next to my wife before she's had her morning coffee. She loves that.
Ha ha. You are a different version of morning coffee then :-).
She certainly thinks so!
Another lovely flow of consciousness article Terra.
Thank you! 💖
I think I have been an egg for most of my life and only realized it later on. Alex seems a wise one and I’m glad he’s helping you on your journey!
Thank you Anomalous. Ahhh....to be fully the egg, with the frequencies I choose to feel and embody flowing through me, and own it, is an inspiring thought and aspiration for me. Yes, Alex has been helpful. And lots of interesting things continue to happen here in El Salvador. I often feel I am living in a movie in the strangest way. And all is well...it is a journey--
Thanks so much for sharing your journey! I always felt like parts of all those Winnie the Pooh characters were inside of me. Christopher Robin too lol. What we seek is seeking us. Great news on that place on the sea. The Keltner book on Awe in the photo says it all. It’s Energy. It flows. In the surrender of all of those blocks the light finds its way in and it finds its way out too. I resonate with your adventuring spirit. Thanks for being you. A soul journey indeed. 🙏❤️
Yes. It is funny as @AlexDobrenko wrote about that (Winnie the Pooh characters) on Substack today in an article called: i want to be good but i am bad - help? . Looks like I can't tag it in a comment. But it was shocking to be reading about Winnie the Pooh characters the same day I had brought in a smidge of that theme. And Alex spoke of what you say...all of them being parts inside oneself. I found the synchronicity of the Pooh theme lovely (which also reminds me of my current toilet issues...but I digress). I haven't read that book but the cover struck me. Another "impossible" thing was happening...another possibility to get even more than I imagined...and then that book on the table. The message was not lost on me. We are all on such soul journey's aren't we? Some days, like today, it is a bit tiring. And I do like the adventure and exploration of it all, regardless.