Contemplations from a transformational edge, recent and upcoming battles, and a quest to embody authenticity and care. How love is the key if you want to live outside the Matrix.
This reminded me of a method I use to deal with the many "authority" figures I navigate in day to day exercises and activities.
I consistently find that my best work is to recognize that all of these authorities, these entities, are made up of people, and that I don't have to figure out how to deal with the whole entity, I just need to trust that I will draw, from the people who make up the entity, the correct person that will help me in exactly the way that I need.
It just takes one person, and I can find them. This is my power as I create my reality.
I have often had this experience too, including once when I was mysteriously not listed on a flight for which I had a ticket. It is a dance between all involved and miracles CAN happen. Everyone's lessons are different. I don't judge someone who has to face a "no" because I've also experienced those, even when "manifesting" to my best ability.
Thanks for sharing Terra! Loving yourself, and being true to yourself is a butterfly. Enjoy your son and the mountains. Safe travels. Praying for your mom. Bless you 🙏❤️
Thanks Jamie. I am always learning. There was a moment here when someone in charge of registering people for workshops responded to a question I asked with something like: we are all in this together and if you do that I will be sad and cry. The “that” was showing up for a full workshop the next day to see if someone didn’t come and there might be extra space. It was one of those practice opportunities. But I know I have grown out of my old codependent tendencies as my internal reaction was feeling stunned by his manipulative and interesting strategies that reminded me of Covid times and then the clear knowledge that the last thing I was responsible for was if he felt sad. And I simply signed up for something else. I find I am always faced with opportunities to grow and learn. I hope you are doing well. Thanks for the sweet wishes for my Mom. It is an ongoing process. I have to honor her journey in it and do my best to show up with integrity and honor my own as well.
Love this! I am facing the demon of opiods.I used to need them (so I thought) but now I am strong enough to say enough! I told holistic MD ~love that man! He first showed me how to treat covid naturally and not fear.
Have fun at your mushroom festival. Your words are encouraging and inspiring 💕
Thank you Suzy. The festival is going well. I have purchased lots of tinctures…even something called “Frankincense Honey” and “Egyptian Blue Lotus” along with Lionsmane, Reishi, Cordyceps, etc… I go on a guided forage tomorrow with my son. What you are battling is intense. I have watched such a battle in someone I care about. It led me to learn about Ibogaine/iboga and eventually to other natural substances. I got certified as an integration coach…all in the hope that I could help. My friend is now clean. It happed in a way I didn’t expect. But it happened and I am grateful. I learned a lot. Such a path is intense. It is a hero’s journey and on such a journey…opioids or not…there are times one feels alone. But I think that is part of the process of finding something beyond the known. Something more. And as you find that, you change the world. You didn’t speak of that (so not sure why it came to me to say….).You mentioned finding great information from a holistic MD. I am so happy to hear that! I am touched you read and enjoyed my post. I always find them messy. But that is life. Beautifully messy. A canvas of experiences that forms something that is more like art than anything else I can imagine. Especially when one becomes curious about it all.
How fun to forage and try tinctures! I love mushrooms of all kinds and its amazing how they can impact our health! I am disappointed that Oregon recriminalized medical use psilocybin mushrooms so health practioners need to stay in the shadows. So much potential for healing that is not readily available to those who need it most.
You were inspired to say that I can change the world and YES! I do want to make a difference! To be someone's Joyful Solution! To learn and grow and use my God given gifts to my full potential. That is why I I went back to school to be an integrative health coach as well. Your journey is touching others, and I know mine will as well.
Terra, I also wanted to mention to you that the language of your soul is the one you are fluent in, and it is the one I think people recognize in you regardless of their language preference.
Thank you Sarah! I have had two opportunities to practice here in Telluride. And I know they are opportunities. I am still perfecting my response and my tactics 😉💪😂🥰.
Thank you so much! I have been so soothed watching those prayer flags move in the wind and I do savor my location. I love to be near water. I realized while in Telluride, that I think it is important for me. There is an energy to lakes, streams, waterfalls, and the sea that is so divine. Our trip is going well! We go see the anniversary edition of Fantastic Fungi tonight and the director, Louis Schwartzberg, will be there. I overheard my son mention to someone that he is most excited about that.
This reminded me of a method I use to deal with the many "authority" figures I navigate in day to day exercises and activities.
I consistently find that my best work is to recognize that all of these authorities, these entities, are made up of people, and that I don't have to figure out how to deal with the whole entity, I just need to trust that I will draw, from the people who make up the entity, the correct person that will help me in exactly the way that I need.
It just takes one person, and I can find them. This is my power as I create my reality.
Cheers!
I have often had this experience too, including once when I was mysteriously not listed on a flight for which I had a ticket. It is a dance between all involved and miracles CAN happen. Everyone's lessons are different. I don't judge someone who has to face a "no" because I've also experienced those, even when "manifesting" to my best ability.
Thanks for sharing Terra! Loving yourself, and being true to yourself is a butterfly. Enjoy your son and the mountains. Safe travels. Praying for your mom. Bless you 🙏❤️
Thanks Jamie. I am always learning. There was a moment here when someone in charge of registering people for workshops responded to a question I asked with something like: we are all in this together and if you do that I will be sad and cry. The “that” was showing up for a full workshop the next day to see if someone didn’t come and there might be extra space. It was one of those practice opportunities. But I know I have grown out of my old codependent tendencies as my internal reaction was feeling stunned by his manipulative and interesting strategies that reminded me of Covid times and then the clear knowledge that the last thing I was responsible for was if he felt sad. And I simply signed up for something else. I find I am always faced with opportunities to grow and learn. I hope you are doing well. Thanks for the sweet wishes for my Mom. It is an ongoing process. I have to honor her journey in it and do my best to show up with integrity and honor my own as well.
Thanks! Keep spreading those wings. 🦋
Love this! I am facing the demon of opiods.I used to need them (so I thought) but now I am strong enough to say enough! I told holistic MD ~love that man! He first showed me how to treat covid naturally and not fear.
Have fun at your mushroom festival. Your words are encouraging and inspiring 💕
Thank you Suzy. The festival is going well. I have purchased lots of tinctures…even something called “Frankincense Honey” and “Egyptian Blue Lotus” along with Lionsmane, Reishi, Cordyceps, etc… I go on a guided forage tomorrow with my son. What you are battling is intense. I have watched such a battle in someone I care about. It led me to learn about Ibogaine/iboga and eventually to other natural substances. I got certified as an integration coach…all in the hope that I could help. My friend is now clean. It happed in a way I didn’t expect. But it happened and I am grateful. I learned a lot. Such a path is intense. It is a hero’s journey and on such a journey…opioids or not…there are times one feels alone. But I think that is part of the process of finding something beyond the known. Something more. And as you find that, you change the world. You didn’t speak of that (so not sure why it came to me to say….).You mentioned finding great information from a holistic MD. I am so happy to hear that! I am touched you read and enjoyed my post. I always find them messy. But that is life. Beautifully messy. A canvas of experiences that forms something that is more like art than anything else I can imagine. Especially when one becomes curious about it all.
How fun to forage and try tinctures! I love mushrooms of all kinds and its amazing how they can impact our health! I am disappointed that Oregon recriminalized medical use psilocybin mushrooms so health practioners need to stay in the shadows. So much potential for healing that is not readily available to those who need it most.
You were inspired to say that I can change the world and YES! I do want to make a difference! To be someone's Joyful Solution! To learn and grow and use my God given gifts to my full potential. That is why I I went back to school to be an integrative health coach as well. Your journey is touching others, and I know mine will as well.
Terra, I also wanted to mention to you that the language of your soul is the one you are fluent in, and it is the one I think people recognize in you regardless of their language preference.
There is so much here...as often with your posts I just want to wrap my whole heart around it.
I am super touched…
(((Love)))) (((((hugs)))))) and hope you have fun with your son!
Terra <3
Alicia: 🤗😘🙏
You words are very encouraging. Thank you for sharing!
Thank you Sarah! I have had two opportunities to practice here in Telluride. And I know they are opportunities. I am still perfecting my response and my tactics 😉💪😂🥰.
I think so too and it is good to hear and highlight. Thank you Alicia!!!!!
Thank you so much! I have been so soothed watching those prayer flags move in the wind and I do savor my location. I love to be near water. I realized while in Telluride, that I think it is important for me. There is an energy to lakes, streams, waterfalls, and the sea that is so divine. Our trip is going well! We go see the anniversary edition of Fantastic Fungi tonight and the director, Louis Schwartzberg, will be there. I overheard my son mention to someone that he is most excited about that.