Thank you for sharing Terra. Bless your visit to your parents. Keep living out on the edges- the light definitely twinkles more out there and you can see so much farther. Trust in that grief. Safe travels on your journey through. 🙏❤️
Thank you Jamie. It is a process and I love the life I am living. I decided today to shorten my trip to the US and simplify it a bit. I also decided not to sell my car. It is all about feeling one's way forward. I am incredibly happy to be where I am, living this edge. The whole world is pushing so many edges right now. I love your image of the edges twinkling...and emotions never last. My heart is quite full today. Emotions that are felt, move. As one of my teachers said, they are "energy in motion" if they are allowed to move. Sometimes they can emerge from pockets where they were trapped in the past and that's ok. Sometimes why we feel what we feel does not make sense. But the key is to feel them all and give them space. It is all a gift, even when it may feel like it is not. The sun is setting. The river is flowing. I will go savor those things...
You are describing what astrology is also saying on a cosmic level. Let go of anything that is holding you back. Realise with the brilliance of this author, that life is a sacred journey. It was never about the destination. It would be counterintuitive for it to be so.
Thank you for sharing Terra. Bless your visit to your parents. Keep living out on the edges- the light definitely twinkles more out there and you can see so much farther. Trust in that grief. Safe travels on your journey through. 🙏❤️
Thank you Jamie. It is a process and I love the life I am living. I decided today to shorten my trip to the US and simplify it a bit. I also decided not to sell my car. It is all about feeling one's way forward. I am incredibly happy to be where I am, living this edge. The whole world is pushing so many edges right now. I love your image of the edges twinkling...and emotions never last. My heart is quite full today. Emotions that are felt, move. As one of my teachers said, they are "energy in motion" if they are allowed to move. Sometimes they can emerge from pockets where they were trapped in the past and that's ok. Sometimes why we feel what we feel does not make sense. But the key is to feel them all and give them space. It is all a gift, even when it may feel like it is not. The sun is setting. The river is flowing. I will go savor those things...
Rilke wrote something do similar
“God speaks to each of us as he makes us,
then walks with us silently out of the night.
These are the words we dimly hear:
You, sent out beyond your recall,
go to the limits of your longing.
Embody me.
Flare up like a flame
and make big shadows I can move in.
Let everything happen to you: beauty and terror.
Just keep going. No feeling is final.
Don’t let yourself lose me.
Nearby is the country they call life.
You will know it by its seriousness.
Give me your hand.”
Book of Hours, I 59
PS- I have a 2006 Rav 4 Sport V6 same colour pushing 300 000 miles
Thank you…lovely to read and so funny to have the same taste in cars. It is so much fun and great for Canada and Colorado. Great for adventure.
I just found you and I love so so much of what you’ve written here, sister. Subscribed!! So I can continue to follow your story as it unfolds....✨🙏
Thank you Jacqueline. I am touched. I am glad it resonates...
You are describing what astrology is also saying on a cosmic level. Let go of anything that is holding you back. Realise with the brilliance of this author, that life is a sacred journey. It was never about the destination. It would be counterintuitive for it to be so.
Thanks Elliot. I am touched by your words.